Grieving
A week and a half ago, I lost someone dear to my heart. Before she went home to Jesus I had not seen or spoken to her in 5 years, except through facebook. I have to admit I feel very very silly grieving her loss. I mean, if she was that important to me wouldn't I have kept in touch. Made more of an effort to let her know she was loved. She was only in my life a short time, 2 years in fact. I was not in her inner circle nor were we great friends but the impact she made on my life was significant. You see she believed in me. I still remember the last conversation I had with her. I sat in her sunny yellow chairs which were sprinkled with flowers in just the perfect southern tasteful way. Sun streamed through the open shades. Her blonde hair was shiny and full in just the perfect southern tasteful way, not like the 1980's or big like Texas southern big. Her face which was normally happy with me, was a mix of excited for me but also disappointed. I sat with tears slowl